"What does not destroy me makes me stronger" . Friedrich Nietzsche.
Thursday night 6.8 mile run in 1:02 dressed for rain that failed to materialise.
When chasing goals you can make mistakes, but if committed you find a determination to keep trying, to check progress, to ensure you're on the right track. If not then you make adjustments and this can take time.
Dreams may take time to be delivered, don't rush it.
You can do it.